#i hope this isn't offensive

[bigboy-lovers-unite]

[purplezombietumbler]

Sorry I've developed a hyperfixation on this D.I.D YouTuber and have watching their shit over and over and over but like:

Imagine Bill didn't die or whatever and still in Stan's head but it became like, a D.I.D situation. He suddenly gets feelings that aren't his like Bill will suddenly remember when killed his dimension and his feelings bleed into Stan's and he's like "woah, where did that come from?" Or he wakes up in places he doesn't remember going to he's like "Lol I'm just old!"

Ford is like "I told you you we were going to the bermuda triangle yesterday, remember?" "You did? I don't remember... weird" and Bill's like "I remember!"

Bill realizes what's going on and he trying to subtlety communicat with Stan by writing on Stans arm when he's fronting things like "I AM STILL HERE!" Stan gets random memories of things that happened but from Bill's prospective. And Stan's just like "Oops must be possed! What's this!?" Than he finds out he's sharing a body with the little Dorito that tried to /kill his family/ and Bill's like "YOU DONT THINK IT'S EASY FOR ME TO BE STUCK IN MY BROTHER IN LAW'S BODY!" And it's just them trying to live as two people.

[someone-you-do-not-know]

I'm not Italian or neurodivergent, but I didn't choose the life where I hyperfixate on Italian dialects, the life where I hyperfixate on Italian dialects chose me–

[lost-estradiographer]

I think I'd understand modern genres more if they could be organized like music genres. "Okay, this is sort of like these, but not fully like any of them. They're their own thing. Damn y'all are everywhere, okay. They're on the Do Not Gender list, good to know."

I also do not understand modern music genres, but they may make more sense to me if someone were to frame them as genders.

[maklodes]

Me: So, while men are not blessed with immortality like elves, it’s said that their ability to die and go beyond the physical world  is its own kind of gift. The stuff about Beren and Luthien kinda throws a wrench into this, since she could apparently stop being immortal as a full-blooded elf anyway, which makes it seem like the elves just get a better deal period, but regardless, most of the elves ultimately go to the blessed land of Valinor, which is in the far west, but removed from the circles of the world.

The Pure Land Buddhist in my head: The place in the far west is not quite the final escape, but as good as it gets while still being a sentient being. Right…

Me: Valinor is also the home of the Maiar and Valar, godlike beings. A renegade Vala, Melkor, is the overarching villain, but the main villain of the books is a renegade Maia loyal to Melkor (at least originally), Sauron. Anyway, Sauron put a lot of his power into a single artifact, a ring. This ring falls into the possession of the protagonists of The Hobbit and Lord of the Rings, and possession of the ring causes an obsessive attachment in whoever has it, and apparently allows them to live indefinitely, but it doesn’t bring them any real happiness or contentment.

The Pure Land Buddhist in my head: Okay, the circle/ring/wheel-shaped object keeps you miserably tethered to life and itself. The symbolism is a touch heavy-handed, but I can live with it.

Me: The author, John Ronald Reuel Tolkien, was a devout Catholic, and while not overtly allegorical in the fashion of his friend Clive Staples Lewis’s Narnia books, many see a great deal of Catholic influence in the Lord of the Rings mythos.

The Pure Land Buddhist in my head: (spitting out the tea he had coincidentally just started drinking) Catholic?

[c00kietin]

a meme for these trying times?

do not repost please! thank you <3

og meme below (traced the words of course lol)

[nachocheezos21]

idk if anyone actually made a fic of this but uh............

i'd be so down to read an angst fic relating to sebastian and his religious belief

sebastian's half-chilean, and chile's biggest religion is roman catholicism. i'd imagine he grew up with his mom teaching him how to pray and all that, as well as being an active member of the church. perhaps he still believes in his god, maybe not as much as before due to college, but he still actively prays and what-not.

how would he deal with urbanshade contradicting his beliefs? the pentagram plastered all over the blacksite just uneases him in some way, but never thinks too much about it. it's not his place to ask, after all.

would he be praying as the doctors and scientists performed on him? genetically mutilating him for the purposes of science – destroying how god intended the human body to be. imagine his prayers for forgiveness for even participating in something like this, even unwillingly.

even in his monstrous form, would he still be blaming himself for how he looks? i mean, he's no longer molded into what his god deems as human – artificially modified, unethically interfering with the divine natural.

what about when he's being hunted down by the player? how he would cry for his mother's warmth once more, while begging for forgiveness for all of his sins – intentional or not – to a god that didn't even hear his pleas.

[pink-key]

POV: you keep bribing this insane killer with foods and other goodies to not murder you, but start thinking you will die accidentally by one of his random unpredictable tics.

[eshithepetty]

Mob Psycho 100?? More like Mob 'why are all these characters just different flavors of autistic holy shit'..... 100!!!!!

Click on image for better resolution. Also an ID below, in case the text is too small to read:

[ID: art of Mob, Tsubomi, Tome, Ritsu and Serizawa from Mob Psycho 100, with a list of autistic symptoms below them. The background is beige and behind each character is a square mismatch of colors unique to them as a background.

Mob:

He is wearing his school uniform and smiling lightly. The background colors are saturated blues, cyans, pinks and reds, which are swirling in a liquid like fashion. Below, text reads:

Polite little autistic boy

flat affect

alexithymia

perpetually confused

attempts to mask, just ends up appearing a different type of ‘weird’ as a result

low empathy, high compassion

really strict moral integrity

didn’t have a special interest for the longest time due to repressing himself

disassociating king :(

comorbid inattentive type ADHD

Tsubomi:

She is wearing her school uniform, staring ahead with a bored, uninterested expression. The colors behind her are dark and sharp browns, violets and reds. Below, text reads:

Girlboss

masking queen

low empathy

can’t read social cues but has mastered the art of scripting and being polite and pretty to escape ostracization

hard time connecting to people

often acts unintentionally rude/blunt

stubborn

actually cares a whole lot about people she really considers friends

Tome:

She is also wearing the uniform, leaning her chin on her hand and flapping the other hand excitedly as she rambles about something. The colors behind her are a bright yellow, green and orange, formed as circles and some sharp edges. Below, text reads:

Weird Girl

stimming galore

loud™

special interest in the occult/aliens

finds herself only connecting to people through that interest

emotional dysregulation

comorbid hyperactive ADHD

barely passing grades

probably spends hours on random wikipedia articles

Ritsu:

He is wearing a yellow hoodie, looking to the side and finger raised in confusion. The colors behind him are green, orange and magenta, and they are swirling in a kind of square vortex around him. Below, text reads:

just a little hater

sounds /neg

has a selective wardrobe of comfy clothes cause textures,,,

has no idea what friends are

special interest in psychic powers

spoons are a comfort item

denied he was autistic for a long time because “wdym, i’m completely normal. Look how well adjusted I am.”

comorbid OCD

Serizawa:

He's wearing his usual suit and smiling, eyes closed with the grin, his hands clasped together at his chest. The colors behind him are cyans, blues, greens and magentas, some lines, some circles. Below, text reads:

gamer .....

self isolation as an (unhealthy) coping mechanism

uses comfort items

emotions also be dysregulating but like,, he’s learning to deal with it

high empathy

missed out on a lot of milestones, but it’s okay, he’s catching up :)

special interest in video games

finds comfort in dark, tight spaces

comorbid social anxiety

End ID.]

[virtualcarrot]

I think stanning them is the single most boring thing you can do to a character.

Like, I love Iruka. Iruka's my blorbo from my manga since my teens. He's a caring adult who used to be a conflicted kid hiding his sorrow with laughter, what's there not to like? Him speaking his mind about the chuunin exam spoke to me for extremely relatable reasons. He's my projection character.

And you know what? There's nothing more interesting to me than exploring his faults. Please let's discuss his lack of self-control, getting so riled up during the chuunin exam nominations. Let's talk about his failures with regards to Sasuke, who had good grades and didn't act out so Iruka didn't pay him much mind even though Sasuke should have been flagged as a traumatized child. Iruka playing favorites. Iruka using his connections to keep playing favorites because he's worried... about his favorite. Iruka not fitting the shinobi mold. Iruka being lame. Iruka who spent years being a stern teacher to Naruto and apparently didn't think worth mentioning that he saw and appreciated Naruto's efforts until it was almost too late. Iruka failing.

Anyway, stanning is the single most boring and unproductive and dishonest thing you can do to a character

[spirk-trek]

Your tags on the snw post... You're right and you should say it!!!

With all the shit I've seen about it online was really surprised how much I actually liked snw, it's really a solid show. Yeah the chapel/spock romance is questionable but they did so many things right and really captured the spirit of the TOS (it being a good mix of serious and whimsical)

yes!!! so much whimsy!!!

i actually feel guilty about not voicing my compliments as loudly as my complaints. i'd hate to be the reason someone doesn't at least give it a chance. i think i'll make a post about some of the parallels to tos that i thought were particularly clever/well done before season three comes out :) also, the new characters are great!

[imnotabotdontblockmeplz]

although I do not like to post complaints today my dad said "believing the future won't be a dystopia is a first-world perspective" and I have to say that might be one of the worst takes I've ever heard in my life

[shift-shaping]

hello assorted sluts, marauders, and various other entities of ill-repute

i want to let you all know that i will be doing field work for the next two weeks-ish starting tomorrow. while i will have internet access, i'm not bringing my laptop. as such, i'm probably not going to post any new fics during that time. i have them, and will be writing more of them, but i hate editing on my phone very much, so they will not be ready for your eyes.

i'll still be around, though less than usual because i need to go sit in a quarry and poke at a wall with a dental pick all day so i can find more body parts from these things and their many horrible (affectionate) neighbors

(art by scott reid)

[antiyourwokehomophobia2]

I have a question for my autistic mutuals. What's something you'd like to see in more autistic characters? As in: what autistic traits do you feel like never get represented? And, if you'd like to share, what's something you wish people would stop doing with autistic characters? Or maybe an autistic trait you feel like gets misrepresented a lot?

[chaosisdying]

I have the urge to use the third person for me sometimes, but I'm scared to do that irl because it's weird (nothing wrong with weirdness, I love it personally lol), so people (my family mostly) will belittle me and treat me like a kid,, I mean they already do but... I don't wanna be treated like that more...... it feels ugh... very bad 😔

[c00kietin]

school drained me more than usual today anyways here's some doodles :D